Today was a very sad one. Our beloved pet Sheree was killed in our driveway. The worst thing was she ran in front of Maddie's car. There wasn't a mark on her; it was as though she were asleep. Not so our hearts; shattered and completely broken. She is buried down in the paddock wrapped in her favourite blanket. We all said a few words over her, thanking her for the unconditonal love, faithfulness and loyalty she gave. There will be no greetings at the gate from today; no excited little creature bursting with delight to see us arrive home whether it be an hour or a day or a month. It was quick at least and she suffered no pain. I couldn't believe she could be dead she looked so perfect. I kept touching her and putting my head to her still lifeless body trying to hear a heart beat or sense her breath. But no...she passed on. Poor Maddie. It was not her fault. Sheree ran into her car with excitement. I wish it was me who did it so my daughter didn't have to feel the pain of guilt that comes with such an incident. I wish today could be run again. I'd sleep all day and let Sheree snuggle up beside me, safe. Damn it.
Such sad news. Sheree was a lovely little dog. I remember how devastated I was when I lost my Mitzie a few years ago. I still miss her. Hugs
ReplyDeleteThere will come a day when you find that one stray dog hair on a cardigan and then you will love her all over again.
ReplyDeleteNup...I don't wear cardigans and she didn't shed. She just got woolier and woolier. A shaggy raggy cuddly always at your side friend. I am still breathing and my blood is still pumping but every few minutes my heart 'blimps' as I think of her. I can't wait till I don't miss her anymore. Thank you for your thoughts.
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